Old times....new times..

Sometimes I wonder what life is really about. You see the same people, have the same conversations and do the same things over and over again. God puts people there to make the day go by and give hope for tomorrow. The days come and the days go by. There seems to be no change towards the things that I want. I have no control over the things that happen around me. What to say, what to do? There seems to be a distance that didn't used to be there. Why?